writing for sanity poem #1

the sky has long fascinated me

my fondest memory 

of those i hold close is painted golden. 

the moments when i looked within,

in gray.

i'm happiest in the summer. 

peaceful when a thunder breaks the gloom.

this is how i've always been. 

i obeyed the sun, but i loved the rain.

written September 9th, 2013, probably